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i feelin shitty in the mornin. ptui.

i feel so irritated today. bloody irritated. i feel so spoilt sometimes. its like if i really really wanna do something and i can’t do it eventually. i get really irritated and pissed. sigh. irritated irritated.

sometimes i feel so dependent too. why can’t i bloody do things by myself man. sheesh.

nabei.

i jus watched the dumbest movie in my life… wasted 1½ hrs of my existence… holy kamoly.. pls pls pls do not watch “the park” wat was i thinkin? i tot 3d mah.. quite unique mah.. the concept was good.. but the application totally sucked… sucked… sucked.. and who the hell passes such crappy scripts?! shit man..

after 6 hours sloggin it out in front of my monitor.. i haven’t even managed to finish my introduction… sigh

i don’t remember writing to be so difficult man! wah lauz.. grrr..

oke man.. this will blow ur mind… i jus found a really cool thing goin on on the net! its called alternate reality gaming. an excerpt from the Unfiction website

“Alternate Reality Gaming (also known as beasting, unfiction, or immersive fiction) is an interactive fusion of creative writing, puzzle-solving, and team-building, with a dose of role playing thrown in. It utilizes several forms of media in order to pass clues to the players, who solve puzzles in order to win pieces of the story being played out.

Clues can be passed through web pages, email, voicemail, snail mail, television advertisements, movie posters, campus billboards, newspaper classifieds…really, in any way that information can be passed.

Many times, the puzzles that must be solved cannot be solved alone. This genre of game almost requires participation in a group or community that works together to win past the more difficult hurdles.

Beasting is unique in that it wouldn’t be possible without the community-building and networking power of the Internet. Besides the obvious fact that there would be no web pages or email in which to hide clues, it would be nearly impossible for the diverse audience to coordinate the sheer amount of data, speculation, and solutions among players. ”

and guess which movie world is such a game bein played on?

the matrix!

there’s currently a game already in progress since october 1st. there is a whole community of ARgamers who are goin through massive amounts of information found on website source pages, lookin for passwords of “fictional” characters, uncovering plots etc etc.. its totally whacked!

i’ve been totally amazed for the past 1 hr that i’ve been surfin the sites! they even have a fictional hosting company that hosts all these sites!! WHOA!

its gettin weirder and weirder man.. there are fake personal websites, hidden messages in pictures on the websites, company accounts to which u can crack and hack into, phone numbers u can call and hear voice messages… holy kamoly..

this is massive! masssive! imagine the kind of planning and coordination that goes into all this! whoa!

this is where i got the stuff from:

The Watchowski (sp?) brothers have started an extremely immersive experience that only hones our hunger for the third installment of this great series.

While this is undoubtebly an incomplete list, and the WB are probably holding back some information that’ll they’ll be releasing the closer we get to Nov. 5 (Matrix Revolutions release date), these websites themselves contain enough information and enough goodies to keep you entertained and immersed and freaked out for days to come.

and a good guide would be this.

oke ppl, enjoy enjoy.. i know i did..

now back to my proposal..

do or do not. there is no try.

-yoda… muhahaha..

proposal due on monday and wat do i spend the past 3 days doin?

absolutely nothing.

i’m so screwed. dammit. spend whole day at home and still never do work.

watched smallville. played warcraft. read newspaper. ate biscuits. cut fingernails. screamed loudly.

notice the lack of the word “studied”.

urgh.

proposals. ptui.

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on another note, i finally managed to watch a really old episode of smallville. “skinwalkers”. as usual, like with any episode of smallville, there’s always something which i like or find significant. and this ep was no exception.

Lex: i’m a little surprised to see you’ve moved on so quickly… what happened to Lana?

Clark: its a completely different feeling when someone likes you back.

for followers of smallville.. that was a whoa whoa line.. hahha.. or it could jus be me.. sheesh.. hee..

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of late i’ve realised that more and more people are “pui-ing” me.

must be some new spitting campaign.

ptui.

talk about no life man… i jus remembered wat it feels to be doin some actual work again.. urhg.. have been spending late nites in school! ohmigod!

its like last semester all over again! argh!

now my stupid proposal is due.. and i duno wat the hell in the world i’m proposing.. hahha. so farnee..

i tink i’m goin nuts. nuts nuts nuts.

peanut. walnut. coconut. betel nut. put. puut.

sigh wat a lousy lousy lousy night. lousy lousy lousy. bleh. ‘tis all sux.

ptui.

jus to add an image of the novel and the bit which occurs right before the lines i quoted in my previous entry,”

when u love someone, i mean when u really love someone, its unconditional. you can’t ever expect anything back. you give because that’s what you have to do. and you don’t expect to hear somebody say thanks.

but a part of you needs to hear the other person say thanks. and when that part comes out, you feel like a fraud, like you’re being selfish.

that’s why you don’t think you’re a hero. because heros aren’t supposed to be selfish.

//and jus for the road..

the more you love, the more you give.
the more you give, the more you need.
the more you need, the more you hate yourself for needing.”

Lazarus, from