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this is turning out to be such a horrible week. horrible horrible horrible. did i say horrible?

i hope it ends soon and i never have to come back to it again.

i wanna fall into deep sleep and maybe wake up a year later.

i wanna go away far far away, no where near here.

some things are jus too bloody complicated.

i need a hug

argh! jus typed a bloody good entry and i lost it! dammit! no more entry for tonite… grr…

here’s my enneagram…

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ahyes.. today seems to be a day for blog entries.. can’t remember when was the last time i made so many entries in a day! i mus be losin it.. again! hahha..

finally got me new bag! i’m soooooo happy! hehe.. ah.. retail therapy to the rescue… i have to stop this nonsense.. realised that my kinda retail therapy is highly detrimental to my bank account.. but hell, i’m happpeeee isn’t that all that matters? hahah..

while lookin through my logs (yes, i have no life) i jus realised that a lot of other blogs have linked me… goodness.. i didn’t even know! i was wonderin why was it that even though i haven’t blogged for sooooo long my hit counter still increased steadily… to all those who have linked me.. a big tank yew and a hug from me! hahha…

oh found this blog, really cool layout.. c:\pirillo...

and guess wat my pron name is?

Aaron Cummings (courtesy of mypornname.com)

was expecting something like Randy Dandy, or Terry Spilling, or Hank Humper… hahhaa.. oh well..

i tink stayin at home the entire day has done things to me… i need to get out… like erm.. now..

made some superficial changes.. see if u can notice at least 3 of them… haha. prizes are waiting..

argh… the pain.. the excruciating pain… the tender sores which throb with every movement of my fragile body…

this is wat happens when u don’t exercise for an extended period of time and suddenly decide to go gung-ho on the joints.. sheesh..

i need a massage… badly… i need some damn pampering man… grrrr.. hahahha..

ahh.. wat a weekend i had.. managed to catch 2 shows! pirates! and the italian job! after like almost a month since i last saw a movie… sheesh.. caught pirates durin a 2.15am screening. heheh.. craziness…

the week’s been oke so far.. as usual tryin to do work, but not gettin anyting done in the process… as usual.. lazy me.. tons of readings again.. but managed to do some really nice ones.. hahha..

have like 2 birthdays to celebrate this week, i’m so broke.. shit man.. sigh.. i need money.. anyone wanna hire a part-time maid?! erm.. sorry that should be man-servant.. hahhaa..

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durin one of my tutorials this week we spoke a bit about blogging. I came up with this new term which i felt described bloggin..

“closeted exhibitionism”

wat does everyone think? heheh..

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been feelin kinda weird these few days.. dunno wat i’m feelin either.. sheesh.. sometimes i wanna tell myself to jus take it all in and dun give a damn, jus live life for myself and be selfish.. sheesh.. but hey, easier said than done…

rainy rainy rainy days… i luv rainy days… but i get wet on rainy days.. oh hell.. rainy rainy rainy days…

went for “advertising in the air” last nite.. hehe.. caught so many cooool ads! hahha… it was so packed! craziness… why don’t we get any cool ads? dammit.. there was this anti-smoking one in which an entire dog came out of this smoker’s mouth, with the tag line “smoking causes dog breath”. heh.

rushed off for a fren’s birthday that nite. god i’m so old. everytime i go for a birthday party, i feel so so old. but at least my fren was happy! she was totally sloshed by 10pm. chocolate cake was everywhere. and i do mean everywhere. wink

but i happened to notice something yesterday and the thought jus came to my mind. maybe i saw something that reinforced my already strong notion that girls like “bad” guys. the guys with the smoke in their mouth, with the attitude, with the “i can’t be bothered” look. yep, indeedy-do. girls like that. too bad for me huh? i dun believe in that. i’m goin to do it the stupid, difficult long way. i’m goin to be nice. hasn’t worked yet. but it better work soon. hahahhaa…

oke enuf of my nonsense for the nite. time to turn in.

something that tickled me while doin my Manuel Castells readings.. urgh…

“We humans have evolved intellectually to the point that, relatively soon, we will be able to understand the composition, function, and dynamics of the genome in much of its intimidating complexity.

(heres the interesting bit…)

Emotionally however, we are still apes, with all the behavioral baggage that the issue brings.”

ahhh… the truth has never seemed so harsh… muhahahhaa…

back to the “information technology revolution”... shudders